I swear, i'm so emo these days.

I've been looking back at my past few entries and i swear, i sound totalluy emo! I mean i did the whole Identity crisis thingy, had depressive thoughts and went on a major guilt trip.

Seriously, i cannot be any emo-er. Unless something bloody bad happens *touch wood* after which my last entry will prolly read as follow:

Dear mom and dad

I know you really love and i really love you, i do. Even though i rarely show it but i do feel that way deep down inside. I'm so sorry for leaving you so suddenly but i really can't take it anymore.

This life... it's suffocating me. I can't breath, i'm gasping for air in this stinking society. I've lost my dreams, my feelings, my faith in this world. I've fallen behind and can never catch up.

I've been rejected by this society and now i can't find what i've left behind and where it belongs. I lie in bed crying for hours, all broken broken inside. I know i'm not sleeping and all that's left of yesterday's pain, is my human shell. My soul craves of relief, my body craves for rest. Even though i must scarifice it, i am willing to do it.

This is the only way i can save myself. I'm so sorry. Take care.

Your Child.

P.S: I just failed my maths and I'm at the LAN shop. Where did you think i went?