Where will you be one year from now?

As you know, i'm leaving the goddamn school this year. It's really depressing to think about that cause you'll be all alone in a new place. It's like you're restarting an old game, you have to do all the annoying quests again, retrain all your characters, get all the ultimate weapons and all the stuff, and it sucks.

Sometimes i delude myself, I keep thinking times will never change, i kept on thinking things will always be the same. I'm afraid of what is out there for me when i leave this goddamn, forsaken place. I want to bring my friends along but they wanted to pursue a different track from mine. Jw and Js wants electrical engineering, Cs wants business, Dor wants fashion (i think), Aini wants nursing, Kavidha wants fashion too. Only i want to pursue Mass Com. It's not that i'm blaming them or anything for taking different courses, i'm happy they want to pursue what they want but it's just, I hate being lonely and having to restart everything again. I feel so pathetic and emo now.

Can we really think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end, and suddenly it's like we're women and men. Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this school?

Where will you be one year from now?